Lesson in Reality

I tried to get my mind out of it's depressed state that it's in by telling myself I can and should act just like one of those guys that date girls and then break up and don't care afterwards. Yeah, I tried that, but the trial run, I ended up saying something to myself like "I really really miss you and I don't understand why you did what you did but I love you just the same and I guess I'll just have to figure out this on my own.......I wish I could just hear from you." I looked back on what I had said. Good one. Way to show no feeling. Way to show her that you don't care. Heartbreaker by trade, man. Who am I kidding? I'm not that type of person, not in any way, shape, or form........no trying to fool myself (not that I could anyway.......). :::sigh:::